What am I doing with my life?
Hello people,
I have no idea what I am doing in my life. I graduated college about a year ago and have been working sense graduation. I decided I needed to go back to school, I found a good grad school. But I find little motivation to study for the GMAT test. I know I have to but it's difficult right now to come home after work and find an hour or so to study. I've bought the books and I've signed up for the online class. I won't take the exam until the end of summer 2018. I do have a long time to prepare, about a year. However, I do also know that I am at a disadvantage sense English is not my first language. All I know is that I want to go to school so that I may gear my career where I want it to be, but find little motivation knowing it's so far away. I do know that to obtain the score I want, I need to start studying now. Also, google into GMAT classes they are so expensive!!! That is why I am studying on my own until the end of year, then when I find a good affordable class I am also more prepared. While this is happening me and my boyfriend decided to move in together. Last year, 2016 was a year of fitness to me. I lost 35 lbs last year, since me and my boyfriend got together I've gained 15 back. I've heard about the relationship weight. I've communicated to him that I am not happy with the weight, especially because I want to be at a certain way and I am still far from it. He has really bad eating habits and doesn't like to go to the gym. I can go to the gym on my own but food is always been my witness and he keeps on bringing it around me, which is very frustrating. Because he says I need to be the one with self control but it's hard when it's in your face. How am I suppose to control myself when there is pizza next to me and I am supposed to eat a salad!?! It's so frustrating because I feel like I will have an easier time going through my fitness goals if I was alone.
What am I doing with my life?
I have no idea what I am doing in my life. I graduated college about a year ago and have been working sense graduation. I decided I needed to go back to school, I found a good grad school. But I find little motivation to study for the GMAT test. I know I have to but it's difficult right now to come home after work and find an hour or so to study. I've bought the books and I've signed up for the online class. I won't take the exam until the end of summer 2018. I do have a long time to prepare, about a year. However, I do also know that I am at a disadvantage sense English is not my first language. All I know is that I want to go to school so that I may gear my career where I want it to be, but find little motivation knowing it's so far away. I do know that to obtain the score I want, I need to start studying now. Also, google into GMAT classes they are so expensive!!! That is why I am studying on my own until the end of year, then when I find a good affordable class I am also more prepared. While this is happening me and my boyfriend decided to move in together. Last year, 2016 was a year of fitness to me. I lost 35 lbs last year, since me and my boyfriend got together I've gained 15 back. I've heard about the relationship weight. I've communicated to him that I am not happy with the weight, especially because I want to be at a certain way and I am still far from it. He has really bad eating habits and doesn't like to go to the gym. I can go to the gym on my own but food is always been my witness and he keeps on bringing it around me, which is very frustrating. Because he says I need to be the one with self control but it's hard when it's in your face. How am I suppose to control myself when there is pizza next to me and I am supposed to eat a salad!?! It's so frustrating because I feel like I will have an easier time going through my fitness goals if I was alone.
What am I doing with my life?
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